I have often told my daughter...."It's disgusting how much I love you". I never thought I could love anyone else the way I love her THEN she had my grandson. And OMG, that's all she wrote.
Saturday, January 16, 2016
was flipped upside down on September 27, 2014. My mother unexpectedly passed away leaving my family with a tremendous loss. I have gone thru every emotion possible since that day but I keep coming back to angry. Just pissed at the world it seems like. I was not ready to live my life without her.
We were together EVERYDAY! I walk thru our home lost, expecting her to call "Nonna" at any given second. I miss our talks, our trips, her having to be right about everything. I miss it all, especially the fact that we lost an amazing mother and our children lost an amazing grandmother.
I know it's the circle of life and everyone passes thru it, it was too soon....I'd give anything for one more day. Please continue to pray for my family. My little sister said no one gets over a loss of that magnitude and boy was she right.